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| College totally isnt all it seems to be. High school was overrated and so is college. People assume becasue I'm 18, young, female that I must be having the time of my EXISTANCE right now. I must be at the optimus prime of my entire life and at no other point will I ever reach this stage again. In the backround I'm just thinking, my god. I'm so happy I'm finally done with highschool, now could I just get out of college please? I mean, I feel like I'm wasting my entire life away at school. Hours pass and I feel like these years are so wasteful. I'm so ready to start doing something more productive with my time. I'm not learning anything new in school. It's all just the repition of highschool all over again. Expect now you have to pay for everything. Joy!
I dont know. Maybe I'm just doing it wrong? Maybe I just havent met the right people yet to make the time more worthwhile. I am happy I am able to recieve a education whatsoever and I feel very privileged and blessed. However, I just cant help to admit I'm bored with life. | | |
| There's this list of things that I want to do, I'm not going to call it a Bucket List because I don't want to attach that label to it. I want to experience all of these things and not have the notion attached that I must complete every one before death.
In no particular order:
Live in Spain, or France, or somewhere in Europe
Travel more, around the world
Work for a magazine, preferably Vogue
Live and work for a travailing circus (tightrope perhaps?)
Work at the Renaissance Festival in Plantersville
Join a interpretive dance troupe?
Deep sea dive, with no oxygen, just a nose a lungs
Learn to operate a hot air balloon and teach it
Skydive, free fall
Own a motorcycle
Learn to surf, for fun
Climb a mountain? Heh, why not?
Have my art in the Tate Modern (I wish! or a museum just as well-known)
Create permeant huge art installations in different countries
*** Study abroad!!!! ***
Grab a van, some buddies and follow the music
Oversee a business or company for a while
Learn how to walk on stilts
See the Burning Man Festival
Learn Latin!!!
Take a philosophy class
Learn to play piano!
Learn to swing dance
Go to a party, and have a amazing night with great people that you can't remember
Meet Russell Brand, make him sign my Booky Wook
Own a old 1960's or 70's car, in good condition
Work for Current TV!!!
...and more to come!
These all may seem very romantic, as if none of them are in my reach, but I hope most WILL get accomplished. Anything is possible in this life. | | |
| attempting to find a needle in a haystack. No, it's worse.
Now that my sister is gone, I'm living all alone, and it gets, well, sad. I need to be out of the house. The only thing that gets me out is a job. And no one is hiring.
I'm thinking about looking into prostitution. I mean why not, right?
Close friends that I have are gone this summer...its getting harder to find things to do around the house to keep one from going crazy from not doing/going anywhere.
ah, summers. How I love the weather but hate the idleness.
I will stay here and continue to try to make a messenger bag and teach myself philosophy. I mean I got some time, right?
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| There are days when I am home and I am in a bad situation, happy mood, or just plain bored and I think "Why don't I visit xanga?" Upon my arrival I am able to view the writings of people from all over, their views on the world, and thought processes. I am able to comment and make a connection with them, which gives the impression that this is a small community all in its own. There are tons of different types of blogs all over all with such unique voices and personality. And no one on here is really too rude or cynical or creeppy.
And no to mention, it could be used in any type of way. One could come here and just spill about a bad day, write something secreative or make a list about the ten best ways howz to pickz up a hot chickz lolz.
Reading about someone else's problems, hopes, dreams remind me that we are all have similar desires, feel the same way, and the connections that are formed in xanga makes the world seem smaller. In a good way.
So thank you, xanga, for being there when I needed you, and standing by me.
the last line was corny!
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| My sister went to France and London for Spring break. She came home really sick and said she had a horrible time. While she was away I had a dream that she came home. She walked into our apartment and I asked "Hey why are you back so soon?", and she replied "Oh. I just was not having fun, you know?"
Connections are strange.
Today I saw this young kid about my age skateboarding while I was driving my car in my old neighborhood. I knew I had to do something crazy so I slowed down and yelled, at the same time I flashed the rock on sign. He smiled really big. It was a great moment.
Ahh, frozen icee cokes on a humid spring day tasted quite pleasing. I must add.
On a side note I've done no work for school over the break but I made a ton of money. Illegally of course. Ha. I joke.
No, my Spring break was not all that bad. Just very busy. And I would not call it a break. I did not go anywhere or do anything that was to excite upon hearing. No. I did not. I need a vacation away from my family. How relaxing that would be. Maybe then will I actually be able to call it a vacation. Thus, I ponder.
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